There had never been a cause for her to have to use it in public before, and she'd never wanted to try it anyway. She'd been keeping this bit locked down ever since she first discovered it, only using it when she was absolutely sure she was truly alone and safe from prying eyes. She wasn't exactly in a position where she couldn't be real about her lot in life. It wasn't her fault that reality tended to lean toward the darker side on most occasions. She wouldn't go so far as to call herself a pessimist because she was just being realistic. Like, were witches and wizards actually real and Bella wasn't abnormal? Could other people do magic stuff too?īella lived a life of awareness. Like, maybe someone else would look at it as some kind of ' I'm so special' thing, but Bella was more worried about where it came from for example.
Being the only person you know who is capable of supernatural skills, sorta kinda really sucked. It was really hard to be able to do… this and not be able to share it with anyone.
Such a thing that she hadn't ever felt comfortable sharing with anyone because what if they called her crazy, or they believed her and tried to blackmail her, or they wanted to experiment on her for it?! Or even the tried-and-true method proven by history… burning at the stake by religious freaks. A little thing that she'd never seen anyone else be able to do. HELLY-WATERMELONSMELLINFELLON.Įver since she could remember, Bella could do a thing.
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